by Ingrid Ward
When I look back over my life I can see that much of the time I was on an out of control roller coaster going nowhere but round and around, repeating the same patterns that always ended up with the same outcomes no matter what I did. I looked, often desperately, for answers to life’s endless questions but couldn’t seem to find what I was looking for. But throughout these unsettled times there was one constant, times when a ‘light’ would be shone that would stop me in my tracks and give me a moment to pause.
It used to feel like I was being offered a reason for keeping on going, not to give up but to trust that there will be an answer one day to all the questions I had about life.
- Goodness I must have been really bad in a past life/lives as look at all the ‘bad’ things that are happening to me now.
- I feel like I’m in a ‘pressure cooker’ class in this life to get rid of all the karma that I have accumulated so why, what’s coming?
- I don’t want to be a teenager again, it’s just way too hard!